Copeza mendimesh...
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Re: Copeza mendimesh....
Drite!
Ti rrezaton drite nga te gjitha anet,edhe fotot,edhe kalaja mbytese rrezaton zerin tend,buzeqeshjen,ose jo...me mire te qeshuren tende te bujshme.
Jemi rober te te kaluares,sepse e kaluara eshte gjithcka qe ne zoterojme.Kujtimet jane ato qe na mbajne gjalle,kujtimet e lumturise,kujtimet e dhimbjes.Shprehjet qe marrin fytyrat ne nje foto,castet para e pas shkrepjes,dritat e asaj nate te caktuar,aroma e pemeve ne ajer.
Edhe vete kam filluar te ndjej vjeshten.E parandjellin rete qe mblidhen grupe-grupe,era qe perplas dritaret ne mes te nates.Ngrihem e pergjumur,shoh qiellin,kerkoj te lexoj mesazhe te paqarta.
Mbaj ne kurriz vetem gjerat e bukura.Une sado perpiqem kujtoj fjale te renda,fjale qe me kane vrare.Fjale qe ashtu pa dashje kane fshire shume gjera,vlera te cilat ia kisha veshur dikujt.
...Keep trying,shume xhan... :kiss:
Drite!
Ti rrezaton drite nga te gjitha anet,edhe fotot,edhe kalaja mbytese rrezaton zerin tend,buzeqeshjen,ose jo...me mire te qeshuren tende te bujshme.
Jemi rober te te kaluares,sepse e kaluara eshte gjithcka qe ne zoterojme.Kujtimet jane ato qe na mbajne gjalle,kujtimet e lumturise,kujtimet e dhimbjes.Shprehjet qe marrin fytyrat ne nje foto,castet para e pas shkrepjes,dritat e asaj nate te caktuar,aroma e pemeve ne ajer.
Edhe vete kam filluar te ndjej vjeshten.E parandjellin rete qe mblidhen grupe-grupe,era qe perplas dritaret ne mes te nates.Ngrihem e pergjumur,shoh qiellin,kerkoj te lexoj mesazhe te paqarta.
Mbaj ne kurriz vetem gjerat e bukura.Une sado perpiqem kujtoj fjale te renda,fjale qe me kane vrare.Fjale qe ashtu pa dashje kane fshire shume gjera,vlera te cilat ia kisha veshur dikujt.
...Keep trying,shume xhan... :kiss:
Ema
Goddes
Re: Copeza mendimesh....
Saber!
...Ora po vente 04.00 sonte naten dhe me ngulc u cova ulur.Pashe nga dritarja qiellin akoma shume te erret dhe dola ne kuzhine,ashtu ne terr.
Nje drite e cuditshme filtronte nga dritarja.Pashe pertej,qyteti reflektonte pergjumje.Me erdh instiktive te ulesha ne divan,mua aty ku rreze hene perqafoheshin.Gjerbja goten time me copa akulli brenda dhe mundohesha te mblidhja copat e endrres qe me kish zgjuar aq papritur.Me kujtoheshin shume lote,shume shfajesime,perqafime qe flitnin:Lamtumire!Mendova se kete here endrrat e keqija s'kishin humbur neper nate po ishin ulur aty,ne nje divan me mua,ishin vene ne pah,nen perqafimin e rrezeve dhe me veshtronin me ngulm,me deshire te tmerrshme per te me grabitur serisht...
U ktheva ne shtratin tim te improvizuar pertoke prej vapes...
-Zot,qendrome prane!!!
Saber!
...Ora po vente 04.00 sonte naten dhe me ngulc u cova ulur.Pashe nga dritarja qiellin akoma shume te erret dhe dola ne kuzhine,ashtu ne terr.
Nje drite e cuditshme filtronte nga dritarja.Pashe pertej,qyteti reflektonte pergjumje.Me erdh instiktive te ulesha ne divan,mua aty ku rreze hene perqafoheshin.Gjerbja goten time me copa akulli brenda dhe mundohesha te mblidhja copat e endrres qe me kish zgjuar aq papritur.Me kujtoheshin shume lote,shume shfajesime,perqafime qe flitnin:Lamtumire!Mendova se kete here endrrat e keqija s'kishin humbur neper nate po ishin ulur aty,ne nje divan me mua,ishin vene ne pah,nen perqafimin e rrezeve dhe me veshtronin me ngulm,me deshire te tmerrshme per te me grabitur serisht...
U ktheva ne shtratin tim te improvizuar pertoke prej vapes...
-Zot,qendrome prane!!!
Ema
Goddes
Re: Copeza mendimesh....
Oho,ky eshte nje dedikim i kopjuar nga Laurin Hill:
It could all be so simple.
But you'd rather make it hard.
Loving you is like a battle
and we both end up with scars.
Tell me who I have to be
to get some reciprocity.
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.
No matter how I think we grow
you always sem to let me know it ain't workin'
No, and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay.
This is crazy. Oh this is crazy.
Care for me, care for me.
I know you care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Give to me, give to me.
Why won't you live for me?
Care for me, care for me.
You said you'd care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Is this just a silly game
that forces you to act this way?
Forces you to scream my name
then pretend that you can't stay.
Tell me who I have to be
to get some reciprocity.
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.
No matter how I think we grow
you always sem to let me know it ain't workin'
No, and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay.
This is crazy. Oh this is crazy.
Care for me, care for me.
I know you care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Give to me, give to me.
Why won't you live for me?
Care for me, care for me.
You said you'd care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
I keep letting you back in.
How can I explain myself?
As painful as this thing has been,
I just can't be with no one else.
See I know what we got to do.
You let go, and I'll let go too.
'Cause no one's hurt me more tha you
and no one ever will.
No matter how I think we grow
you always sem to let me know it ain't workin'
No, and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay.
This is crazy. Oh this is crazy.
Care for me, care for me.
I know you care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Give to me, give to me.
Why won't you live for me?
Care for me, care for me.
You said you'd care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Where were you when I needed you?
Care.
There.
Cry.
Give.
(Repeat and fade)
:wave:
Oho,ky eshte nje dedikim i kopjuar nga Laurin Hill:
It could all be so simple.
But you'd rather make it hard.
Loving you is like a battle
and we both end up with scars.
Tell me who I have to be
to get some reciprocity.
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.
No matter how I think we grow
you always sem to let me know it ain't workin'
No, and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay.
This is crazy. Oh this is crazy.
Care for me, care for me.
I know you care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Give to me, give to me.
Why won't you live for me?
Care for me, care for me.
You said you'd care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Is this just a silly game
that forces you to act this way?
Forces you to scream my name
then pretend that you can't stay.
Tell me who I have to be
to get some reciprocity.
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.
No matter how I think we grow
you always sem to let me know it ain't workin'
No, and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay.
This is crazy. Oh this is crazy.
Care for me, care for me.
I know you care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Give to me, give to me.
Why won't you live for me?
Care for me, care for me.
You said you'd care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
I keep letting you back in.
How can I explain myself?
As painful as this thing has been,
I just can't be with no one else.
See I know what we got to do.
You let go, and I'll let go too.
'Cause no one's hurt me more tha you
and no one ever will.
No matter how I think we grow
you always sem to let me know it ain't workin'
No, and when I try to walk away
you'd hurt yourself to make me stay.
This is crazy. Oh this is crazy.
Care for me, care for me.
I know you care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Give to me, give to me.
Why won't you live for me?
Care for me, care for me.
You said you'd care for me.
There for me, there for me.
Said you'd be there for me.
Cry for me, cry for me.
You said you'd die for me.
Where were you when I needed you?
Care.
There.
Cry.
Give.
(Repeat and fade)
:wave:
Petroninsja
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Re: Copeza mendimesh....
Dua te jem buze detit , te ndjej eren e jodit qe deperton thelle ne mushkri, buze atyre shkembinjve qe lagen nga mijra vale te shkumbezuara kripe, buze atij uji kristal qe percjell mijra mendime te dlira .... por e parealizueshme koha ecen perpara smund te kthehet pas e vetmja cmund te bej eshte ta realizoj te njejtin fragment ne te ardhmen... do behet? se di por ajo pamje me ka lene mbresa te pashpejgueshme, lumturi te papermbajtur dhe mbi te gjitha nje fragment te shumejetuar....
Dua te jem buze detit , te ndjej eren e jodit qe deperton thelle ne mushkri, buze atyre shkembinjve qe lagen nga mijra vale te shkumbezuara kripe, buze atij uji kristal qe percjell mijra mendime te dlira .... por e parealizueshme koha ecen perpara smund te kthehet pas e vetmja cmund te bej eshte ta realizoj te njejtin fragment ne te ardhmen... do behet? se di por ajo pamje me ka lene mbresa te pashpejgueshme, lumturi te papermbajtur dhe mbi te gjitha nje fragment te shumejetuar....
I
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Re: Copeza mendimesh....
me too
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Re: Copeza mendimesh....
Qyqja, ndihem sikur me ke ndjekur hap pas hapi javen e kaluar. Touche! /pf/images/graemlins/laugh.gif
Re: Copeza mendimesh....
More and more I have the impression that my non-perfect english could help a simple need to express things,without tucking feelings or simple opinions.I can say that this sky pisses so much,even if it's grey.I know i would say the same thing about the sun,an enormeus bright sun.
...The reason of the cause is what I'm trying to find out...
Keep in mind,time is the closest moment to eternity...
More and more I have the impression that my non-perfect english could help a simple need to express things,without tucking feelings or simple opinions.I can say that this sky pisses so much,even if it's grey.I know i would say the same thing about the sun,an enormeus bright sun.
...The reason of the cause is what I'm trying to find out...
Keep in mind,time is the closest moment to eternity...
Guest
Re: Copeza mendimesh....
nen tingujt e kesaj kitare mendimet levizin ne koken e lodhur. Merzitja eshte bere rutine e diteve, pjese e pandashme e imja ... diteve te mia.
Eci rrugeve qe tashme kane fillur te gjallerohen me njerez...por ndihem vetem... e huaj.
I kuptoj keta njerez perse valle ata nuk me kuptojne mua...me shikojne ne sy...dhe me shoqerojne me shikimn e tyre....por nuk me kuptojne.
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nen tingujt e kesaj kitare mendimet levizin ne koken e lodhur. Merzitja eshte bere rutine e diteve, pjese e pandashme e imja ... diteve te mia.
Eci rrugeve qe tashme kane fillur te gjallerohen me njerez...por ndihem vetem... e huaj.
I kuptoj keta njerez perse valle ata nuk me kuptojne mua...me shikojne ne sy...dhe me shoqerojne me shikimn e tyre....por nuk me kuptojne.
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Guest
Re: Copeza mendimesh....
Sot filloj pushimet , o zot ca kenaqsie do kem mundesi me i hyp nervat me shuem robve apo femrave
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Sot filloj pushimet , o zot ca kenaqsie do kem mundesi me i hyp nervat me shuem robve apo femrave
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Re: Copeza mendimesh....
A e degjon klithmen time, sapo cau dopio-xhamin qe e ka mbyllur perdja gri, perdja gri si syte e mi ne keto moemnte.Eshte nje shtrat me mendime qe presin te artikulohen, por prej tyre del vec klithma.Nje vale sonore qe po me shperthen kraharorin e bashke me te gjakos, po mbetem pa gjak, po behem e bardhe, po behem gri, po sfumohem bashke me klithmen time e po humbas, po tretem, po therrmohem ne miliarda therrime dhimbjesh.Vetem keshtu mund ta numeroj dhimbjen time, ne miliarda therrime dhimbjeje.
Qe te me kishe perjete, nuk duhet ta kishe hapur grushtin e shrenguar, jam likuide, jam e squllet, jam pa forme, pa shtrat. pa endrra,tani jam nje klithme,e ti je nje zhgenjim.
A e degjon klithmen time, sapo cau dopio-xhamin qe e ka mbyllur perdja gri, perdja gri si syte e mi ne keto moemnte.Eshte nje shtrat me mendime qe presin te artikulohen, por prej tyre del vec klithma.Nje vale sonore qe po me shperthen kraharorin e bashke me te gjakos, po mbetem pa gjak, po behem e bardhe, po behem gri, po sfumohem bashke me klithmen time e po humbas, po tretem, po therrmohem ne miliarda therrime dhimbjesh.Vetem keshtu mund ta numeroj dhimbjen time, ne miliarda therrime dhimbjeje.
Qe te me kishe perjete, nuk duhet ta kishe hapur grushtin e shrenguar, jam likuide, jam e squllet, jam pa forme, pa shtrat. pa endrra,tani jam nje klithme,e ti je nje zhgenjim.
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