gurax
Pan ignoramus
Kjo eshte nje pjese e shkeputur nga "Paradise Lost", John Milton.
Eshte nje moment kur Satani, pas asamblese se Engjejve te Rene qe u mbajt ne Ferr me pjesemarjen e te gjitheve, niset te dale nga Ferri nderkohe qe te tjeret do te pergatiteshin dhe do te prisnin rikthimin e tij. Gjate rruges, Satani ndalet ne Portat e Ferrit dhe bisedon me dy rojet infernale.
* * *
Perpara portes atje qendronte
ne secilen ane, nje Forme madheshtore.
Nje qe dukej si nje grua deri ne bel, dhe e bukur,
por perfundonte me tej me shume luspa dhe thyerje,
masive dhe groteske - nje gjarper i armatosur
me helm vdekjeprures. Rreth lakut te saj te mesit,
nje turme e zhurmshme Qensh Infernale qe lehnin nuk pushonte
me goje Cerbereale te gjera me ze te larte, dhe i binte
nje kembane keqadashese; por kur ata rradhiteshin, rreshqiste,
e nese dicka do t'ua shqetesonte zhurmen, barku i saj,
ishte strofa e tyre; dhe ata perseri lehnin dhe kujisnin
brenda te pavezhguar. Ishte me pak e shpifur se keta
kur shqetesohej Skylla, tek lahej ne detin qe ndan
Kalabrine nga bregu i cjerre Trinakrin;
As me e shemtuar pasonte shtriga e nates, qe thirrej
ne fshehtesi, e vjen permes ajrit duke kaleruar,
joshur me gjakun e foshnjave, per te vallzuar
me shtrigat e Laplandit, nderkohe qe Hena e zene me pune
mbulonte hijeshite dhe magjite e tyre. Forma tjeter --
nese forme mund te quhet ajo qe forme nuk ka
asgje te dallueshme ne pjese, kyce apo gjymtyre;
ose substance nese mund te quhet cfare dukej si nje hije,
sepse secila dukej si tjetra -- qendronte e zeze si Nata,
e qendrueshme sa dhjete Furiatat, e tmerrshme si Ferri,
dhe verviste nje shtize te frikshme: cfare dukej si nje koke
e tille qe kishte veshur nje kurore mbreterore.
Satani tashme ishte afer, dhe nga froni
perbindeshi levizi perpara me shpejtesi
me hapa tmerrues; Ferri dridhej nen cdo hap te hedhur.
Katili i palekundur keto forca i admiroi --
I admiroi, nuk ju tremb (Zotin dhe Birin e tij perjashtuar,
ata krijonin gjera qe nuk ishin pa vlere dhe as te heshtnin),
dhe me veshtrim degradues foli i pari: --
"Nga vjen dhe cfare je, ti Forme e shemtuar,
qe guxon, e eger dhe e tmerrshme, te afrosh
ballin tend te deformuar ne rrugen time
drejt kesaj porte? Pertej une kam nder mend te kaloj,
per kete ti sigurohu, pa kerkuar leje nga ty.
Terhiqu; ose shijo budalline tende, dhe meso me deshmi,
pjelle-ferri, te mos matesh me Shpirtrat e Parajses."
Ketyre fjaleve, Goblini plot me zemerim ju pergjigj:--
"A je ti ai Engjell tradhtar? A je ti ai,
qe i pari e theve paqen ne Parajse dhe besen, deri atehere
e pathyer, dhe ne rrebelim krenar nder krahe
terhoqe pas vetes nje pjese te trete te bijve te Parajses,
intrigove kunder me te Lartit -- per te cilin edhe ti
edhe ata, te debuar nga Zoti, jeni ketu te mallkuar
te humbni dite te pafundme ne keqardhje dhe dhimbje te medha?
Dhe ti e sheh veten si nje Shpirt i Parajses
i shkaterruar-ne-Ferr, dhe merr ketu fryme kundershtie dhe ofendimi,
ku une mbreteroj i fuqishem, dhe, me teper pra te inatosesh,
mbreti dhe zoti yt? Kthehu ne denimin tend,
i arratisur i rreme; shpejtesise tende jepi krahe,
ndryshe me kamzhik akrepash do ta perndjek
ngathtesine tende, ose me nje goditje te kesaj shtize
shume tmerre te padegjuar do te zene, dhe dhimbje qe me pare nuk jane ndjere."
Keshtu foli Terrori i zi, dhe ne forme,
duke folur dhe duke kercenuar, u rrit dhjetefish,
me i frikshem dhe i deformuar. Ne anen tjeter,
ne tym nga indinjata, Satani qendroi
i patrembur, dhe digjej si nje komete,
qe flakeron pergjate Ofiukusit te stermadh
ne qiellin arktik, dhe nga floket e tij te llahtarshem
u derdhen pestilenca dhe lufta. Secili drejt e ne koke
moren shenjestren e tyre vdekjeprurese; duart e tyre fatale
nuk do jepnin goditje te dyte; veshtrim te vrenjtur
i dhane njeri-tjetrit si dy re te zeza,
te mbushura me artilerine qiellore, qe afrohen me zhurme
mbi Kaspik -- dhe qendrojne perballe njera tjetres
duke pritur pezull, deri kur ererat te fryjne nje sinjal
per bashkimin e takimit te tyre ne fluturim.
Te vrenjtur aq ishin dy luftetaret fuqiplote sa Ferri
u erresua nga veshtrimi i tyre; kaq te barabarte qendronin;
sepse asnjehere me pare asnjeri prej tyre nuk kish takuar
nje armik kaq te madh. Dhe tani vepra te medha
ishin permbushur, dhe Ferri anembane do ish trazuar
nese Magjistarja Gjarperore, qe rrinte
palevizur prane Portes se Ferrit dhe mbante celsin fatal,
te mos ishte ngritur dhe me bertime te urrejtshme te nxitonte midis tyre.
"O baba, cfare dora jote ka ndermend te beje", uleriti,
"Kunder birit tend te vetem? Cfare inati, o biri,
te ka pervetesuar per ta drejtuar shtizen vdekjeprurese
kunder kokes se babait tend? A e di se per ke?
Per ate qe rri ulur atje lart, dhe qesh me te madhe kur
tek ti vullneti, i urdheruar te ekzekutosh merine e tij
cfaredo qofte inati i tij, qe ai e quan drejtesi, kurorezohet--
Inati i tij qe nje dite do ju shkaterroje te dyve!"
Ajo foli dhe me keto fjale klyshi i Ferrit
u ndal: dhe Satani asaj ju pergjigj:--
"Kaq e cuditshme bertima jote, dhe fjalet e tua te cuditshme
qe nderhyn, qe dora ime e papritur,
e ndaluar, nuk do te thote pervecse me vepra
se cka ndermend te beje, derisa une te mesoj prej teje
se cfare gjeje je, keshtu me dy-forma, dhe pse,
ne kete lugine infernale ku per te paren here te shoh, ti me quan
baba, dhe ate fantazem e quan birin tim.
Une ty nuk te njoh, as kurre nuk kam pare deri me tani
pamje me te urryera se ai dhe ti."
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(Ne anglisht. Pjesa e perkthyer me siper)
Before the gates there sat
On either side a formidable Shape.
The one seemed woman to the waist, and fair,
But ended foul in many a scaly fold,
Voluminous and vast--a serpent armed
With mortal sting. About her middle round
A cry of Hell-hounds never-ceasing barked
With wide Cerberean mouths full loud, and rung
A hideous peal; yet, when they list, would creep,
If aught disturbed their noise, into her womb,
And kennel there; yet there still barked and howled
Within unseen. Far less abhorred than these
Vexed Scylla, bathing in the sea that parts
Calabria from the hoarse Trinacrian shore;
Nor uglier follow the night-hag, when, called
In secret, riding through the air she comes,
Lured with the smell of infant blood, to dance
With Lapland witches, while the labouring moon
Eclipses at their charms. The other Shape--
If shape it might be called that shape had none
Distinguishable in member, joint, or limb;
Or substance might be called that shadow seemed,
For each seemed either--black it stood as Night,
Fierce as ten Furies, terrible as Hell,
And shook a dreadful dart: what seemed his head
The likeness of a kingly crown had on.
Satan was now at hand, and from his seat
The monster moving onward came as fast
With horrid strides; Hell trembled as he strode.
Th' undaunted Fiend what this might be admired--
Admired, not feared (God and his Son except,
Created thing naught valued he nor shunned),
And with disdainful look thus first began:--
"Whence and what art thou, execrable Shape,
That dar'st, though grim and terrible, advance
Thy miscreated front athwart my way
To yonder gates? Through them I mean to pass,
That be assured, without leave asked of thee.
Retire; or taste thy folly, and learn by proof,
Hell-born, not to contend with Spirits of Heaven."
To whom the Goblin, full of wrath, replied:--
"Art thou that traitor Angel? art thou he,
Who first broke peace in Heaven and faith, till then
Unbroken, and in proud rebellious arms
Drew after him the third part of Heaven's sons,
Conjured against the Highest--for which both thou
And they, outcast from God, are here condemned
To waste eternal days in woe and pain?
And reckon'st thou thyself with Spirits of Heaven
Hell-doomed, and breath'st defiance here and scorn,
Where I reign king, and, to enrage thee more,
Thy king and lord? Back to thy punishment,
False fugitive; and to thy speed add wings,
Lest with a whip of scorpions I pursue
Thy lingering, or with one stroke of this dart
Strange horror seize thee, and pangs unfelt before."
So spake the grisly Terror, and in shape,
So speaking and so threatening, grew tenfold,
More dreadful and deform. On th' other side,
Incensed with indignation, Satan stood
Unterrified, and like a comet burned,
That fires the length of Ophiuchus huge
In th' arctic sky, and from his horrid hair
Shakes pestilence and war. Each at the head
Levelled his deadly aim; their fatal hands
No second stroke intend; and such a frown
Each cast at th' other as when two black clouds,
With heaven's artillery fraught, came rattling on
Over the Caspian,--then stand front to front
Hovering a space, till winds the signal blow
To join their dark encounter in mid-air.
So frowned the mighty combatants that Hell
Grew darker at their frown; so matched they stood;
For never but once more was wither like
To meet so great a foe. And now great deeds
Had been achieved, whereof all Hell had rung,
Had not the snaky Sorceress, that sat
Fast by Hell-gate and kept the fatal key,
Risen, and with hideous outcry rushed between.
"O father, what intends thy hand," she cried,
"Against thy only son? What fury, O son,
Possesses thee to bend that mortal dart
Against thy father's head? And know'st for whom?
For him who sits above, and laughs the while
At thee, ordained his drudge to execute
Whate'er his wrath, which he calls justice, bids--
His wrath, which one day will destroy ye both!"
She spake, and at her words the hellish Pest
Forbore: then these to her Satan returned:--
"So strange thy outcry, and thy words so strange
Thou interposest, that my sudden hand,
Prevented, spares to tell thee yet by deeds
What it intends, till first I know of thee
What thing thou art, thus double-formed, and why,
In this infernal vale first met, thou call'st
Me father, and that phantasm call'st my son.
I know thee not, nor ever saw till now
Sight more detestable than him and thee."
* * *
Eshte nje moment kur Satani, pas asamblese se Engjejve te Rene qe u mbajt ne Ferr me pjesemarjen e te gjitheve, niset te dale nga Ferri nderkohe qe te tjeret do te pergatiteshin dhe do te prisnin rikthimin e tij. Gjate rruges, Satani ndalet ne Portat e Ferrit dhe bisedon me dy rojet infernale.
* * *
Perpara portes atje qendronte
ne secilen ane, nje Forme madheshtore.
Nje qe dukej si nje grua deri ne bel, dhe e bukur,
por perfundonte me tej me shume luspa dhe thyerje,
masive dhe groteske - nje gjarper i armatosur
me helm vdekjeprures. Rreth lakut te saj te mesit,
nje turme e zhurmshme Qensh Infernale qe lehnin nuk pushonte
me goje Cerbereale te gjera me ze te larte, dhe i binte
nje kembane keqadashese; por kur ata rradhiteshin, rreshqiste,
e nese dicka do t'ua shqetesonte zhurmen, barku i saj,
ishte strofa e tyre; dhe ata perseri lehnin dhe kujisnin
brenda te pavezhguar. Ishte me pak e shpifur se keta
kur shqetesohej Skylla, tek lahej ne detin qe ndan
Kalabrine nga bregu i cjerre Trinakrin;
As me e shemtuar pasonte shtriga e nates, qe thirrej
ne fshehtesi, e vjen permes ajrit duke kaleruar,
joshur me gjakun e foshnjave, per te vallzuar
me shtrigat e Laplandit, nderkohe qe Hena e zene me pune
mbulonte hijeshite dhe magjite e tyre. Forma tjeter --
nese forme mund te quhet ajo qe forme nuk ka
asgje te dallueshme ne pjese, kyce apo gjymtyre;
ose substance nese mund te quhet cfare dukej si nje hije,
sepse secila dukej si tjetra -- qendronte e zeze si Nata,
e qendrueshme sa dhjete Furiatat, e tmerrshme si Ferri,
dhe verviste nje shtize te frikshme: cfare dukej si nje koke
e tille qe kishte veshur nje kurore mbreterore.
Satani tashme ishte afer, dhe nga froni
perbindeshi levizi perpara me shpejtesi
me hapa tmerrues; Ferri dridhej nen cdo hap te hedhur.
Katili i palekundur keto forca i admiroi --
I admiroi, nuk ju tremb (Zotin dhe Birin e tij perjashtuar,
ata krijonin gjera qe nuk ishin pa vlere dhe as te heshtnin),
dhe me veshtrim degradues foli i pari: --
"Nga vjen dhe cfare je, ti Forme e shemtuar,
qe guxon, e eger dhe e tmerrshme, te afrosh
ballin tend te deformuar ne rrugen time
drejt kesaj porte? Pertej une kam nder mend te kaloj,
per kete ti sigurohu, pa kerkuar leje nga ty.
Terhiqu; ose shijo budalline tende, dhe meso me deshmi,
pjelle-ferri, te mos matesh me Shpirtrat e Parajses."
Ketyre fjaleve, Goblini plot me zemerim ju pergjigj:--
"A je ti ai Engjell tradhtar? A je ti ai,
qe i pari e theve paqen ne Parajse dhe besen, deri atehere
e pathyer, dhe ne rrebelim krenar nder krahe
terhoqe pas vetes nje pjese te trete te bijve te Parajses,
intrigove kunder me te Lartit -- per te cilin edhe ti
edhe ata, te debuar nga Zoti, jeni ketu te mallkuar
te humbni dite te pafundme ne keqardhje dhe dhimbje te medha?
Dhe ti e sheh veten si nje Shpirt i Parajses
i shkaterruar-ne-Ferr, dhe merr ketu fryme kundershtie dhe ofendimi,
ku une mbreteroj i fuqishem, dhe, me teper pra te inatosesh,
mbreti dhe zoti yt? Kthehu ne denimin tend,
i arratisur i rreme; shpejtesise tende jepi krahe,
ndryshe me kamzhik akrepash do ta perndjek
ngathtesine tende, ose me nje goditje te kesaj shtize
shume tmerre te padegjuar do te zene, dhe dhimbje qe me pare nuk jane ndjere."
Keshtu foli Terrori i zi, dhe ne forme,
duke folur dhe duke kercenuar, u rrit dhjetefish,
me i frikshem dhe i deformuar. Ne anen tjeter,
ne tym nga indinjata, Satani qendroi
i patrembur, dhe digjej si nje komete,
qe flakeron pergjate Ofiukusit te stermadh
ne qiellin arktik, dhe nga floket e tij te llahtarshem
u derdhen pestilenca dhe lufta. Secili drejt e ne koke
moren shenjestren e tyre vdekjeprurese; duart e tyre fatale
nuk do jepnin goditje te dyte; veshtrim te vrenjtur
i dhane njeri-tjetrit si dy re te zeza,
te mbushura me artilerine qiellore, qe afrohen me zhurme
mbi Kaspik -- dhe qendrojne perballe njera tjetres
duke pritur pezull, deri kur ererat te fryjne nje sinjal
per bashkimin e takimit te tyre ne fluturim.
Te vrenjtur aq ishin dy luftetaret fuqiplote sa Ferri
u erresua nga veshtrimi i tyre; kaq te barabarte qendronin;
sepse asnjehere me pare asnjeri prej tyre nuk kish takuar
nje armik kaq te madh. Dhe tani vepra te medha
ishin permbushur, dhe Ferri anembane do ish trazuar
nese Magjistarja Gjarperore, qe rrinte
palevizur prane Portes se Ferrit dhe mbante celsin fatal,
te mos ishte ngritur dhe me bertime te urrejtshme te nxitonte midis tyre.
"O baba, cfare dora jote ka ndermend te beje", uleriti,
"Kunder birit tend te vetem? Cfare inati, o biri,
te ka pervetesuar per ta drejtuar shtizen vdekjeprurese
kunder kokes se babait tend? A e di se per ke?
Per ate qe rri ulur atje lart, dhe qesh me te madhe kur
tek ti vullneti, i urdheruar te ekzekutosh merine e tij
cfaredo qofte inati i tij, qe ai e quan drejtesi, kurorezohet--
Inati i tij qe nje dite do ju shkaterroje te dyve!"
Ajo foli dhe me keto fjale klyshi i Ferrit
u ndal: dhe Satani asaj ju pergjigj:--
"Kaq e cuditshme bertima jote, dhe fjalet e tua te cuditshme
qe nderhyn, qe dora ime e papritur,
e ndaluar, nuk do te thote pervecse me vepra
se cka ndermend te beje, derisa une te mesoj prej teje
se cfare gjeje je, keshtu me dy-forma, dhe pse,
ne kete lugine infernale ku per te paren here te shoh, ti me quan
baba, dhe ate fantazem e quan birin tim.
Une ty nuk te njoh, as kurre nuk kam pare deri me tani
pamje me te urryera se ai dhe ti."
-------
(Ne anglisht. Pjesa e perkthyer me siper)
Before the gates there sat
On either side a formidable Shape.
The one seemed woman to the waist, and fair,
But ended foul in many a scaly fold,
Voluminous and vast--a serpent armed
With mortal sting. About her middle round
A cry of Hell-hounds never-ceasing barked
With wide Cerberean mouths full loud, and rung
A hideous peal; yet, when they list, would creep,
If aught disturbed their noise, into her womb,
And kennel there; yet there still barked and howled
Within unseen. Far less abhorred than these
Vexed Scylla, bathing in the sea that parts
Calabria from the hoarse Trinacrian shore;
Nor uglier follow the night-hag, when, called
In secret, riding through the air she comes,
Lured with the smell of infant blood, to dance
With Lapland witches, while the labouring moon
Eclipses at their charms. The other Shape--
If shape it might be called that shape had none
Distinguishable in member, joint, or limb;
Or substance might be called that shadow seemed,
For each seemed either--black it stood as Night,
Fierce as ten Furies, terrible as Hell,
And shook a dreadful dart: what seemed his head
The likeness of a kingly crown had on.
Satan was now at hand, and from his seat
The monster moving onward came as fast
With horrid strides; Hell trembled as he strode.
Th' undaunted Fiend what this might be admired--
Admired, not feared (God and his Son except,
Created thing naught valued he nor shunned),
And with disdainful look thus first began:--
"Whence and what art thou, execrable Shape,
That dar'st, though grim and terrible, advance
Thy miscreated front athwart my way
To yonder gates? Through them I mean to pass,
That be assured, without leave asked of thee.
Retire; or taste thy folly, and learn by proof,
Hell-born, not to contend with Spirits of Heaven."
To whom the Goblin, full of wrath, replied:--
"Art thou that traitor Angel? art thou he,
Who first broke peace in Heaven and faith, till then
Unbroken, and in proud rebellious arms
Drew after him the third part of Heaven's sons,
Conjured against the Highest--for which both thou
And they, outcast from God, are here condemned
To waste eternal days in woe and pain?
And reckon'st thou thyself with Spirits of Heaven
Hell-doomed, and breath'st defiance here and scorn,
Where I reign king, and, to enrage thee more,
Thy king and lord? Back to thy punishment,
False fugitive; and to thy speed add wings,
Lest with a whip of scorpions I pursue
Thy lingering, or with one stroke of this dart
Strange horror seize thee, and pangs unfelt before."
So spake the grisly Terror, and in shape,
So speaking and so threatening, grew tenfold,
More dreadful and deform. On th' other side,
Incensed with indignation, Satan stood
Unterrified, and like a comet burned,
That fires the length of Ophiuchus huge
In th' arctic sky, and from his horrid hair
Shakes pestilence and war. Each at the head
Levelled his deadly aim; their fatal hands
No second stroke intend; and such a frown
Each cast at th' other as when two black clouds,
With heaven's artillery fraught, came rattling on
Over the Caspian,--then stand front to front
Hovering a space, till winds the signal blow
To join their dark encounter in mid-air.
So frowned the mighty combatants that Hell
Grew darker at their frown; so matched they stood;
For never but once more was wither like
To meet so great a foe. And now great deeds
Had been achieved, whereof all Hell had rung,
Had not the snaky Sorceress, that sat
Fast by Hell-gate and kept the fatal key,
Risen, and with hideous outcry rushed between.
"O father, what intends thy hand," she cried,
"Against thy only son? What fury, O son,
Possesses thee to bend that mortal dart
Against thy father's head? And know'st for whom?
For him who sits above, and laughs the while
At thee, ordained his drudge to execute
Whate'er his wrath, which he calls justice, bids--
His wrath, which one day will destroy ye both!"
She spake, and at her words the hellish Pest
Forbore: then these to her Satan returned:--
"So strange thy outcry, and thy words so strange
Thou interposest, that my sudden hand,
Prevented, spares to tell thee yet by deeds
What it intends, till first I know of thee
What thing thou art, thus double-formed, and why,
In this infernal vale first met, thou call'st
Me father, and that phantasm call'st my son.
I know thee not, nor ever saw till now
Sight more detestable than him and thee."
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