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P.S. paskam harru te them qe eshte nga Charles Baudelaire
P.S. paskam harru te them qe eshte nga Charles Baudelaire
and yet, i think about it, about the long trail behind and ahead and i cannot stop thinking. suppose it is the thing i do best in life, but it doesn't always help, i am afraid, to give answers that produce more questions. things just seem vain, and dull, and colorless, and soundless, and voiceless, and thoughtless. all these less-es sort of fall onto our souls causing hidden wounds that are hard to heal, especially if you are scratching your head, because your back is itching. and yet, sometimes if you massage your feet, your headache will stop and the two of them seem so far away and so poorly connected that you would reasonably doubt wether healing is for real, or a result of hypnosis, or mere coincidence. however,Sometimes I feel I'm gonna break down and cry (so lonely)
Nowhere to go, nothing to do with my time
I get lonely, so lonely, living on my own.
Sometimes I feel I'm always walking too fast (so lonely)
And everything is coming down on me, down on me, I go crazy
Oh so crazy - living on my own.
Dee do de de, dee do de de
I don't have no time for no monkeybusiness
Dee do de de, dee do de de
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, yeah
Got to be some good times ahead
Sometimes I feel nobody gives me no warning
Find my head is always up in the clouds in a dreamworld
It's not easy - living on my own, my own, my own
Dee do de de, dee do de de
I don't have no time for no monkeybusiness
Dee do de de, dee do de de
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, yeah
Got to be some good times ahead
after life there must be life, otherwise what life would it be?! :shrug:After the Grand Perhaps
After vespers, after the first snow
has fallen to its squalls, after New Wave,
after the anorexics have curled
into their geometric forms,
after the man with the apparition
in his one bad eye has done red things
behind the curtain of the lid & sleeps,
after the fallout shelter in the elementary school
has been packed with tins & other tangibles,
after the barn boys have woken, startled
by foxes & fire, warm in their hay, every part
of them blithe & smooth & touchable,
after the little vandals have tilted
toward the impossible seduction
to smash glass in the dark, getting away
with the most lethal pieces, leaving
the shards which travel most easily
through flesh as message
on the bathroom floor, the parking lots,
the irresistible debris of the neighbor's yard
where he's been constructing all winter long.
After the pain has become an old known
friend, repeating itself, you can hold on to it.
The power of fright, I think, is as much
as magnetic heat or gravity.
After what is boundless: wind chimes,
fertile patches of the land,
the ochre symmetry of fields in fall,
the end of breath, the beginning
of shadow, the shadow of heat as it moves
the way the night heads west,
I take this road to arrive at its end
where the toll taker passes the night, reading.
I feel the cupped heat
of his left hand as he inherits
change; on the road that is not his road
anymore I belong to whatever it is
which will happen to me.
When I left this city I gave back
the metallic waking in the night, the signals
of barges moving coal up a slow river north,
the movement of trains, each whistle
like a woodwind song of another age
passing, each ambulance would split a night
in two, lying in bed as a little girl,
a fear of being taken with the sirens
as they lit the neighborhood in neon, quick
as the fire as it takes fire
& our house goes up in night.
After what is arbitrary: the hand grazing
something too sharp or fine, the word spoken
out of sleep, the buckling of the knees to cold,
the melting of the parts to want,
the design of the moon to cast
unfriendly light, the dazed shadow
of the self as it follows the self,
the toll taker's sorrow
that we couldn't have been more intimate.
Which leads me back to the land,
the old wolves which used to roam on it,
the one light left on the small far hill
where someone must be living still.
After life there must be life.
Lucie Brock-Broido
Fillimisht postuar nga SHIRAZ:
[qb] J'ai tendance à rêver/kam tendence te enderroj
J'ai tendance à rêver/kam tendence te enderroj
A oublier les gens/t'i harroj njerezit
A pas les écouter/te mos i degjoj
Ou bien à faire semblant/ose te bej sikur...
Moi j'aime bien m'absenter/me pelqen te humbas
Je sais c'est énervant/e di qe s'eshte mire
J'peux pas vraiment lutter/por nuk e luftoj dot
Contre mon tempérament/temperamentin tim...
J'ai tendance à aimer/kam tendence te dashuroj
A me bercer d'illusions/te mbushem me iluzione
A m'laisser entraîner/e le veten te humbas
Sans me poser de questions/pa bere pyetje
Je veux juste oublier/dua vec te harroj
Etre toujours dans la lune/te jem gjithmone mbi hene
Croire que c'est arrivé/te besoj qe ka ndodhur
Quand je rame sur les dunes/kur notoj mbi duna
C'est vrai, c'est vrai/eshte e vertete
J'ai tendance à rêver/kam tendence te enderroj
Alors je gâche des instants/dhe keshtu prish momente
Des occases de t'aimer/raste per te te dashuruar
C'est vrai, c'est vrai/eshte e vertete
J'suis vraiment tête en l'air/e kam vertete mendjen ne ere
Mais faut pas m'abandonner/por s'duhet t'me braktisesh
Dans les rues en hiver/ne rruge neper dimer...
J'ai tendance à rêver/kam tendence te enderroj
Pour compenser le vide/per te mbushur boshllekun
A doucement m'esquiver/ngadale te evitoj
Pour ne pas prendre une ride/qe te mos me shtohet nje rrudhe
Oh j'ai la peur tu sais/oh kam shume frike e di
Qui me tenaille le ventre/qe me pickon barkun
Des entailles dans le cœur/dhimbje ne zemer
Et une flèche en plein centre/dhe nje shigjete mu ne qender
C'est vrai, c'est vrai/eshte e vertete
J'ai tendance à rêver/kam tendence te enderroj
Alors je gâche des instants/dhe prish momente
Des occases de t'aimer/raste per te te dashur
C'est vrai, c'est vrai/eshte e vertete
J'oublie le plus important/harroj me te rendesishmen
Mais ça m'empêche pas de t'aimer/por s'me ndalon te te dashuroj
Ça j'en fais le serment/per kete betohem
Ça ne m'empêche pas de t'aimer/s'me ndalon te te dua
Ça j'en fais le serment/te betohem [/qb]